Lufpleh

i want to tear my heavy skull apart with wrecking balls just smash and smash and smash until the emptiness is filled or i die i hate the empty hole my mind leaves like the waterstain from glass just mocking remnants left no filler i want to stain myself with something more than just another lonely day i want to be freed from the slavery of apathy the drudgery that stabs and stabs and stabs with tiny knives into my heart and soul every second of every day i just want it to stop